Do You Remember the Time?
You can’t help it. The holidays bring out the best and the worst in people. Out comes the turmoil of emotions we keep nicely separated into the small squares and organizers of our minds. Out come the lies and sometimes, out come the truths – the really harsh truths – best left unsaid. All the long, unfulfilled year we wait and live and live and wait and do not do much of anything to change it. The stillness of what is familiar versus the movement of what is not.
But then, the holidays arrive and the whole neatly organized drawer of emotions is tossed up into the sky. We let our organized lives topple to the ground un-rescued. Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow.
Glaring at you more than anything that is present and tangible, is that which is absent and unreachable. The ones we have lost and can’t bring back, no matter the strength or faith of our prayers. The ones we didn’t quite appreciate enough, and believe that if given just another hour, perhaps we could ch...